Monday, August 25, 2008

expect the unexpected.
how ironic, isn't it?
how can you anticipate an unforeseen circumstance
especially if it is negative and gloomy
and brings a pinch of disappointment?

i am for certain
that nobody likes it
when things don't turn out perfect,
or at least, when they don't go your way
gahhhhh! drama is killing me.
you know how it's like when no one cooperates,
no one turns up at drama meetings that
were planned long long time ago,
no one even bothers to give you a ring,
no one...

i feel like strangling someone...xD

hahaha, on a lighter note, an extract from an msn convo:

kjelti: oh we played water polo!
kjelti: darn fun!
tracy: ooohh! ohmygosh i'm jealous
tracy: hahaha
kjelti: but it's quite weird because everyone looks different in their swimsuits
kjelti: so like when you want to pass the ball you don't know who to pass to
tracy: HAHAHA, serious.
tracy: hahaha you'll just anyhow pass the ball la, as long as the person's on your team
kjelti: cereal!
kjelti: yeah but you can't diffrentiate between one human from the other
tracy: HAHAHA, oh please kjelti! hahaha, you're so lame
kjelti: what the!1
kjelti: not true okay!! haha

tracceee at 2:55 AM

Saturday, August 23, 2008

cough cough cough.
AHEM AHEM AHEM.
the desire to recover from a cough seems like
just a step away,
but it's an illusion.
this stupid cough has been such a irksome germ
that i've been carrying around ever since i fell sick like
a week ago?

p.s. what's so awesome about this term is:
i only have one exam! whoohoo
yeah, but it's on math 1A,
which means i have to study):
haha homework's piling up
and i sooooooo dont feel like doing anything
bleugh

ohmygosh la, last night during urban life
AHEM so smart la, (wah see my cough is useful here)
he accidently let in
a bunch of ang mohs,
thinking that it was actually the albert house ppl
and the ang mohs were so so scary la,
they said "oh we heard the party and
we thought we'll just join in"
AND THEY SMELLED OF CIGARETTE SMOKE?!
and they were so tall and big sized?
so so so scary,
after that indah and i were a bit traumatised
on our way home? oh wells.
to even entertain the notion that australia is safe?
(to the trams and cars) oh knock me down man.

tracceee at 1:34 AM

Monday, August 11, 2008

i just have to get this out of me.
all these unnecessary thoughts,
must be washed away by the rain.
i cant believe i still paid 10 cents to feed you coke
i am totally insane. you shall be rid from my mind tmr.
i dont care about you anymore.
but why do you still call me. why? why? why?
you have to vanish from the depths of my mind,
into the land called far far away (haha this is lame)
why you still use that photo as a dp?
you realise this has a certain amt of significance to me right
stop it. go away. remove that fake pretense.
i hate you i hate you i hate you (this could go on forever)
you're the most annoying person on earth
and i shall erase you from my memory
because you're not worthy to stay in my mind,
not worthy. not worthy AT ALL.
why i bother typing all this
is a mystery.

~renew my mind.

I MISS SINGAPORE AND EVERYONE SO MUCH. bleugh
just had this sudden desire to see everyone again):

tracceee at 1:02 AM

Saturday, August 9, 2008

hahaha. how weird is this.
but i cant believe i remembered it's national day today!
-.-" yes i know.
hey, i've always been patriotic okay!
hahaha, sigh
i'm still wading in a pile of homework..

----
it's all over
and i realised
how much i missed
those sweet words of yours.

tracceee at 3:20 AM

Monday, August 4, 2008

yo yo yo people!

TRACY WANTS TO LEARN HOW TO PLAY THE GUITAR!

i know this sounds unbelievable!
but yeah i really want!
hahaha and judith can play so well!
and i think 100-200 dollars for an okay guitar is reasonable
i dont want a normal looking wood coloured acoustic guitar though
i'd prefer one that is royal blue to blackish in colour.
hopefully it would still be within my budget though.
well since i'm using my money, i'm sure my parents wouldnt mind.
YAY! so exciting, cant wait for end of years holidays!
buy my very own guitar and learn from judith
-wah she can be my shi fu already hahaha

oh the anticipation!!!

tracceee at 4:52 AM

Saturday, July 26, 2008

oh i'm terribly bored from reading so much..
HOI and lit is killing me!
-one reason why i cant study law.

tracceee at 1:50 AM

Friday, July 18, 2008

everyone needs a bit of encouragement.
sometimes, these words of encouragement just fail to work.

i've yet to finish reading march.
and there's the hoi essay.
the photocopied stacks of secondary sources for hoi
so much to read,
so little time.

oh yes and i'm still questioning..
of all subjects,
WHY ON EARTH DID I TAKE CHEMISTRY?
WHY DIDNT I TAKE MATH2?
oh decisions, decisions, decisions.

tracceee at 2:59 AM